The feeling of enmity is gone. I'm falling for him even deeper than usual. I really distaste this feelings I have for him. It only gets me too weak to leave him whenever he treats me indifferently. I just can't help it. I love him still, with all my injured heart. :(

Just got back home from camping. Yeah. Twas one of the best adventures I had. Although boys and girls are parted on both ends of the campground, I still perceive him with my eyes. I find him attractive. Err. I even saw him with only towel on his torso. Haha. Then when the GSP and BSP scouts started to play games, I saw him very dexterous. Now I comprehend, I think of him having the same feeling I have and it really feels so much great.

He loves me because he wouldn't like to hold my hand though it's perspiring. Eww. Okay. He loves me because he didn't let me go alone to buy outside in some store where it could be very dangerous for us females. I remember that time the gate was closed so we didn't have the chance to linger around. HAHA!~ He loves me because he wouldn't crave for an embrace before we go back to classes. He loves me he even volunteered to drive me home when it's 7pm we're still at school after camping, tooooday.

Me and him were like in the 'getting-to-know-each-other' stage and finally I could say we're getting stronger. He's actually planned to talk to my mom on Saturday before our flight to Philippines so that's going to be on the 21st of this month. I was like.. him? Meeting my mom? Awwgahd. And he's taller than my mamu. Haha. Absolutely!

Reminiscing those camping thingy.. i love those days though it was just 2 days and one night, it was really a fun experience. I remember after the sunset has gone and it's evening, we, girl scouts and boy scouts, formed a circle in the campground/grass then we started to play games like 'Butika, Bituka, Butiki', hahaha. I know it's silly yet amusing to play with. And one thing more I was very amused was when I was secretly looking at him fixedly, I mean gazing. I don't know if I was caught but I was nimble to change direction of my sight. Haha.

Well, I wasn't able to say 'good night' at him and 'good morning' the next day but I'm delighted enough just to see him the last person before I close my eyes and the moment I woke up and sight him first, my day's totally complete.

I was a bit unhappy when we got together smoothly and we're happy now and then we would part in the end, uh i mean.. me going to Philippines for about three months. Imagine that. I wouldn't see him for maybe 50 days so I will probably miss him so muuuuuuuuch.